News from the M27. She has made t to the services on the M27. Woohoo. The journey is going well.

Okay in my last post I said that my OH had ofered to go down tonight but her brother nad said he didn't need her to. Actually in the phone conversation, he really wanted her to go. I had said before to her that she should offer and he wanted her to go tonight she should; that it ws the right thing to do. He asked her if she could go tonight.

And now she has gone. She is driving by herself on her own at night and she doesn't really know where she is going. I have given her maps and directions and there is always that bitch we lovingly refer to as the SatNav.

And now I am alone. and sad and worried and feel like a shit because I haven't been there for her and have made her go tonight when she didn't want to.

Damn, I feel worse now

Just a quick post while my OH is on the phone. She is talking to her brother. She offered to go down there tonight to keep him company, but he didn't want her to. I am quite relieved because it is a long journey and she doesnt drive well in the dark on her own going to a place she doesn't really know.
She will drive down in the morning.
Her sister in law died in the early hours. In fact the phone call came just after I had left for work this morning, so my OH had to cope with it and I wasn't there for her. She died of cancer, and after last night we knew that it was inevitable.
She had a mastectomy in August and then the doctor gave her at least another five years, but it seems the cancer had been in her bones.

Just got home tonight. She died in the early hours of this morning. My OH is beside herself.

She is pacing

Things are not looking good. My OH will be driving down on Wednesday-but it might be too late